I talked to Ryan today for like four or five hours total. Here is the script:
[NOTE: it was deleted..oops]
So I won’t be including the full scripts between us any more, but I felt it was important to get the details when understanding how it got started. I will however continue to report on how things are going between us. I don’t really have any homework tonight, but I do have stuff I should be working on as far as long term projects go. But talking to Ryan is more important. I’m pretty bummed that he just left, but if he didn’t, I would have been up forever.
Tomorrow I am going to try to meet him in the computer labs by CafĂ© North, so I hope he shows up. I’m not sure how it is going to be seeing him in person, because I sit in front of him in math class and never looked at him real closely. I’ve been getting to know him this weekend pretty well, but I have no real image to connect my emotions to. I just hope I did not build him in my mind in the wrong way. I can’t wait though till I see him.
Expectations change
Dreams fade
What’s happened is past and done with
Everything is to lose and nothing to gain
-My Random Thoughts
Don’t let yourself go
Everybody cries
Everybody hurts

Once Life Was Perfect
Once life was perfect
Everything was right
Within a loving family
No worries day or night
Caution need not be exercised
For nothing could go wrong
Within a loving family
Where I felt that I belong
Like a sudden thunderbolt
That divides the sky
My parents got divorced
That day made me cry
Now it is but a memory
Deep inside of me
Yet emotions still linger
To rid these is my plea
Once life was perfect
Everything was right
Within two loving families
The future is yet bright
I just wrote that poem. I am rather pleased with how it turned out.