Today was alright. I bowled a 162, 166, and 150 something.
I’m still rather depressed in the privacy of my room. I’m happy that Ryan sent me a video of his you-know-what, as well as another picture of his face. He had to leave early because of parents and I think I made him mad when he left. I don’t know. Here’s the links to the chats:
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I have been so confused and sad and mad and emotional in general lately. Last night when I attempted to collect my thoughts into poems, I made nonsense apparently. I didn’t receive any serious comments today from the people who saw what I wrote, and Ryan declined to comment. God I wish I was better. Ryan apologized for not being perfect when he left. He is so much more perfect than I am–if only he knew.