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Courtney : Charlie [10:27 PM]: hey courtney
Charlie [10:27 PM]: how much longer u planning on staying on?
Courtney [10:28 PM]: a while
Charlie [10:28 PM]: do u have a boyfriend
Courtney [10:28 PM]: no
Courtney [10:29 PM]: why?
Charlie [10:29 PM]: just wondering
Courtney [10:29 PM]: okay
Charlie [10:29 PM]: ……before u were saying something about liking girls
Charlie [10:29 PM]: can u elaborate
Charlie [10:29 PM]: on that
Charlie [10:29 PM]: lol
Charlie [10:29 PM]: i know it sounds funny
Courtney [10:29 PM]: lol
Charlie [10:29 PM]: its just stuck in my head
Courtney [10:29 PM]: im bi
Courtney [10:29 PM]: you didnt know that?
Charlie [10:29 PM]: i think i did i dont know
Courtney [10:29 PM]: lol ok
Charlie [10:30 PM]: do u know anyone else who isn’t str8
Courtney [10:30 PM]: yup
Courtney [10:30 PM]: a bunch
Charlie [10:30 PM]: a lot of peopel?
Courtney [10:30 PM]: yes
Charlie [10:30 PM]: anyone i know?
Courtney [10:30 PM]: i dont think so
Charlie [10:30 PM]: they all juniors now?
Courtney [10:30 PM]: yeah
Charlie [10:31 PM]: im sad ur leaving!
Courtney [10:31 PM]: i know me too :-(
Charlie [10:31 PM]: he
Charlie [10:31 PM]: heh
Charlie [10:31 PM]: just from what you could tell, would u guess im str8, gay, or bi
Courtney [10:32 PM]: straight
Courtney [10:32 PM]: or possibly bi curious?
Charlie [10:32 PM]: heheh
Courtney [10:32 PM]: but i think everyone is bi curious lol
Charlie [10:33 PM]: hey that sounds like me sayin that
Charlie [10:33 PM]: lol
Charlie [10:33 PM]: ok….
Charlie [10:33 PM]: dont tell anyone
Charlie [10:33 PM]: i actually trust u with this which is weird
Charlie [10:33 PM]: since i’ve only known you for…not long
Courtney [10:33 PM]: lol ya
Charlie [10:33 PM]: but yea i think im bi
Courtney [10:33 PM]: thats cool
Courtney [10:33 PM]: my ex bf was bi
Charlie [10:34 PM]: huh
Charlie [10:34 PM]: yeah have u ever done n e thing with others of ur own gender?
Courtney [10:34 PM]: so far just kissing
Charlie [10:34 PM]: reallly?
Charlie [10:34 PM]: can i ask who?
Charlie [10:34 PM]: my lips are sealed!
Courtney [10:35 PM]: kim hallow she lives in germantown
Charlie [10:35 PM]: even if im kissing another guy….
Charlie [10:35 PM]: lol j/kl
Courtney [10:35 PM]: lolo
Charlie [10:35 PM]: i dont know her
Charlie [10:35 PM]: oh well
Courtney [10:35 PM]: didnt think u would
Courtney [10:35 PM]: shes pretty
Charlie [10:35 PM]: does she go to germantown
Courtney [10:35 PM]: no, shes out of school
Charlie [10:35 PM]: o i c…..
Charlie [10:35 PM]: for?
Courtney [10:35 PM]: she graduated
Charlie [10:36 PM]: ohhhhhh
Charlie [10:36 PM]: lol
Charlie [10:36 PM]: u talk to her?
Courtney [10:36 PM]: yup
Charlie [10:36 PM]: like how did it happen
Charlie [10:36 PM]: start
Charlie [10:36 PM]: etc
Courtney [10:37 PM]: weve known eachother for almost 2 years..and i knew she was bi..and we were hangin out one day and she asked me what i would do if she kissed me..i was like. ummm i dont know, lets find out
Courtney [10:37 PM]: lol
Charlie [10:37 PM]: huh
Charlie [10:37 PM]: cool
Charlie [10:37 PM]: i’ve had a few experiences over the years…
Courtney [10:37 PM]: really?
Charlie [10:37 PM]: people have heard rumors about this first one….but i always deny it
Charlie [10:38 PM]: when i was like 7 or 8
Charlie [10:38 PM]: i lived in colgate
Charlie [10:38 PM]: next door to the weyes
Charlie [10:38 PM]: weyers
Charlie [10:38 PM]: jason was a year older than me, and justine was my age
Charlie [10:38 PM]: and i dont know how or why
Charlie [10:38 PM]: but through our friendship we’ve done a few juvinile sexual things all together….
Charlie [10:39 PM]: but that was like kid playing i think
Courtney [10:39 PM]: like what?
Charlie [10:39 PM]: well i specifically remember my and her naked in a field facing each other huggin…and then jason ran and got my older sister
Charlie [10:39 PM]: nice kid huh
Charlie [10:39 PM]: but then i remember
Charlie [10:40 PM]: “playing dead” while they both just like messed w me, and we all did that….i remember her telling me to lick her u know what…..but keep in mind this was when we were sooo little, and we didnt know anything about sex
Charlie [10:40 PM]: and i dont think we even got horny that little
Charlie [10:40 PM]: lol
Charlie [10:40 PM]: so it was just being mischievous more than sexual
Charlie [10:40 PM]: lol
Courtney [10:40 PM]: hehe yea
Charlie [10:40 PM]: but yeah i remember that stilll
Charlie [10:41 PM]: then um…..it was a long time after that…
Charlie [10:41 PM]: i’ve always been the type to make jokes that are sexual in nature….i’ve tamed myself a bit though
Charlie [10:41 PM]: lol
Charlie [10:41 PM]: um a few years ago
Charlie [10:41 PM]: i was at my school on the weekend for a scout thing
Charlie [10:42 PM]: and there werent many people there yet
Charlie [10:42 PM]: i was on the computers
Charlie [10:42 PM]: next to a few kids
Charlie [10:42 PM]: and someoen named JB
Charlie [10:42 PM]: a year younger
Charlie [10:42 PM]: from the Philippines adopted
Charlie [10:42 PM]: and we were wearing winter coats
Charlie [10:43 PM]: and it started as hitting each other jokingly….and somehow after a long time it changed to hands down the pants….
Charlie [10:43 PM]: this was like 6th grade i think
Charlie [10:43 PM]: then i’ve done a few things with this JB kid….but i dont like him
Charlie [10:43 PM]: hes a jerk
Charlie [10:43 PM]: and he takes and doesn’t give if u know what i mean
Courtney [10:43 PM]: ooh yeah
Charlie [10:43 PM]: and now most recently
Charlie [10:44 PM]: um
Charlie [10:44 PM]: like 10 days ago
Charlie [10:44 PM]: for the 4th
Charlie [10:44 PM]: i told u bout all of our visitors at my moms house?
Courtney [10:44 PM]: no
Charlie [10:44 PM]: oh
Charlie [10:44 PM]: well read my news on my website!
Courtney [10:45 PM]: wat is it
Charlie [10:45 PM]: http://galileo.spaceports.com/~achaia/personal/news.html
Charlie [10:45 PM]: theres a direct link to the news
Charlie [10:45 PM]: read the top entry
Charlie [10:45 PM]: just to see who was there cuz i dont wanna repeat it
Courtney [10:46 PM]: okay
Charlie [10:46 PM]: well yea this one mexican guy that was with us
Charlie [10:46 PM]: he’s 24, but very young looking
Charlie [10:46 PM]: we were in the wavepool
Charlie [10:47 PM]: and through my “accidental” touching….we kindof discovered each other….
Charlie [10:47 PM]: and then after we got out he wanted to sit down with me to talk about it and stuff
Charlie [10:47 PM]: which was nice of him for not being a predator
Charlie [10:47 PM]: lol
Charlie [10:47 PM]: and he was like
Charlie [10:48 PM]: he says he knew i was gay when he first saw me
Charlie [10:48 PM]: and he said he talked to his brother’s girlfriend who he stays with a lot about ME!
Charlie [10:48 PM]: she is my sisters godmother…shes like 30
Charlie [10:49 PM]: and he said he was talking to her about how he thought i was soooo cute
Charlie [10:49 PM]: and she said he just wanted me because i was young
Charlie [10:49 PM]: and he said he told her that i was young but im too cute to pass up or something
Charlie [10:50 PM]: so yeah i sure hope to god she didnt tell my mom that, and if she did, i hope he didnt tell her i returned to thoughts!!!
Charlie [10:50 PM]: i told him that i am completely str8 as far as anyone but him is concerned
Charlie [10:50 PM]: but we’ll see
Courtney [10:50 PM]: hehe yup
Charlie [10:51 PM]: so yeah what do u think of all of this
Charlie [10:51 PM]: hes sad cuz he wont see me much
Charlie [10:51 PM]: oh hold on
Courtney [10:51 PM]: i think its cool
Courtney [10:51 PM]: ok
Charlie [10:51 PM]: before we went in the wave pool, i asked him what this weird tatoo was on his arm
Charlie [10:52 PM]: turns out, he’s completely out to everyone, and the tatoo was from PrideFest in Chicago
Charlie [10:52 PM]: yeah so i was walking around all day with someone with a pride fest tatoo
Charlie [10:52 PM]: lol
Charlie [10:53 PM]: and i dont know what to do about my life!
Charlie [10:53 PM]: there are a lot of disadvantages if i were to “come out?
Charlie [10:53 PM]: ”
Charlie [10:53 PM]: but
Charlie [10:53 PM]: i think i’d be better of with a guy than a girl
Charlie [10:54 PM]: cuz the girls i know are great and i’d love to be with them…but it is just odd cuz they dont …..i dont know something just doesnt click
Charlie [10:54 PM]: and i always daydream about being with a cute guy on a plane like just resting on each other…i dunno its corny sounding
Charlie [10:54 PM]: but i can’t be gay if i want to be an eagle scout
Charlie [10:54 PM]: which i am sooo close to being
Charlie [10:54 PM]: thats a really high honor
Charlie [10:55 PM]: also it wouldnt go over well with my friends
Charlie [10:55 PM]: and i dont wanna even think about my parents…
Courtney [10:56 PM]: i told all my friends only when i had too..i wasnt all like IM GAY! and when i told my parents, they werent too upset
Courtney [10:56 PM]: woudl your parents get mad?
Charlie [10:57 PM]: honestly i dont know
Charlie [10:57 PM]: probably not too bad
Charlie [10:57 PM]: but i have brothers remember….and i hate them…and they could not understand it or take it seriously
Charlie [10:57 PM]: if i were like an only child it’d be easier
Courtney [10:58 PM]: yeah
Courtney [10:59 PM]: don’t tell anyone thats really immature
Courtney [10:59 PM]: ive made that mistake
Charlie [10:59 PM]: tell me bout it
Charlie [10:59 PM]: seriously
Charlie [10:59 PM]: not using it as the expression
Charlie [10:59 PM]: lol
Courtney [11:01 PM]: well i was asking my parents to take me to pridefest in milwaukee a few weeks ago, and my sister overheard, and she told all of her friends. who are 8th graders. and they call and call me tell me that im goin to hell and stuff
Charlie [11:01 PM]: oh my god
Courtney [11:01 PM]: but i know soon enough they’ll mature and realize that im not the only one
Charlie [11:01 PM]: yeah that really sucks
Charlie [11:01 PM]: i wish this world were more …..less homophobic
Courtney [11:02 PM]: yea, but i don’t let it get to me
Courtney [11:02 PM]: yeah
Charlie [11:02 PM]: and another thing is the whole religion deal
Charlie [11:02 PM]: my family is…or used to be and my dads side is…like somewhat devoted catholics
Charlie [11:02 PM]: and i always go to church on my dads weekends
Charlie [11:02 PM]: and i go to ccd
Charlie [11:02 PM]: and i went to a catholic school for 10 years
Courtney [11:02 PM]: ooh
Charlie [11:02 PM]: and they tend to be againt gays,,,,,
Charlie [11:03 PM]: yea
Charlie [11:03 PM]: so i wish people could be happily religious and accepting of gays that arent going to hell
Charlie [11:03 PM]: lol
Courtney [11:03 PM]: yeah
Charlie [11:04 PM]: do you know david j
Charlie [11:04 PM]: or u know who he is?
Courtney [11:04 PM]: is he going ot be a junior?
Charlie [11:04 PM]: no hes in my grade
Charlie [11:04 PM]: everyone knows him lol
Courtney [11:04 PM]: oh
Courtney [11:04 PM]: hmm..i dont think i do
Charlie [11:04 PM]: hold on
Charlie [11:04 PM]: let me find his pic
Courtney [11:05 PM]: ok
Charlie [11:08 PM]: OMG
Courtney [11:08 PM]: ?
Charlie [11:08 PM]: please tell me that you never closed this window since i started talking to you
Courtney [11:08 PM]: nope
Charlie [11:08 PM]: i wanted to save the whole convo
Charlie [11:09 PM]: but when i put in the cd with the pics, it froze!
Charlie [11:09 PM]: so you have the whole thing still
Charlie [11:09 PM]: right?
Courtney [11:09 PM]: yeh
Charlie [11:09 PM]: oh thank god
Charlie [11:09 PM]: please hit F2
Charlie [11:09 PM]: to get the timestamp thingy
Charlie [11:09 PM]: then save it
Charlie [11:09 PM]: and send me the file
Charlie [11:09 PM]: PLEASE
Courtney [11:10 PM]: im on aol
Charlie: u cant send it with the colors
Charlie: like save it to an HTML file
Charlie: like u can on AIM
Charlie: ?
Courtney : i can try…